And I want to apologize for my lack of posts about FW S/S09.. for LACK their of inspiration and enthusiasm due to the lack luster collections and piece of crap garments we have seen over and over. I am on Protest. MAYBE i'll do a few reviews on a select few, including Balmain. Which was Unreal. End. =) .
Ok so it's halloween night, and I can not go out and party and dress up cos I have work so early in the morning and ALL DAY! Miserable I know. But I think i'm better off cos every halloween i get so drunk something bad happens.. like me drinking a whole bottle of grey goose and slowly my halloween costume comes to be um...... taken off completely and i'm in my underwear dancing with a gorrilla in the middle of a party. Hypothetically speaking that is.... of course *big eyes* lol... shhh.
O.k so lately life has been nuts. I am still feeling a lot of pain over the loss of him. I mean I know I will never get over it and the pain will never go away, but it just gets more and more complicated in my own head I guess. It's always worse at night. More time to think. More time a lone. *sigh* It's ok though, right? ... Right? =/.
I also have been eating WAY too much the last week. I need to stop that IMMEDIATELY.
I really miss my family, and my roommates are becoming harder and harder to deal with. Common theme in my life, no?
I went out the other night with a few friends and had a GREAT time. I went over a kids house with a group of people that I don't usually hang out with and was pleasantly surprised that they are hilarious, and fun fun people. Besides the fact my friend almost got into a fight with the person who lives there, it was amazing.
I'm finding more and more that people are beautiful. And that a good soul you can really see shining from the outside, in their smile, in their speech. It's not hard to spot a good person from away, but EXTREMELY easy for me to spot an asshole right away. There is a woman who works at my studio, and she does clerical work, she is about mid 70's i'd say. She's Russian so we have a lot to talk about, and a lot in common, and just a connection that is hard to explain. And she is such a beautiful soul. Every time I see her or talk to her, I feel like there is hope in this world because she is truly an amazing person. I find that a lot in older people, their stories really fascinate me. I think it's the fact that these people have been through so much, so much pain, and so much happiness, and yet they are still here, smiling. It gives me hope that we can get through anything, because they did. They are still here, and still have hope, so why shouldn't I? It's funny where you can find hope and something that can make you believe everything will be ok.
Election day is coming closer and closer. I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. Cos I am. SO scared. I think that this country really has so much to do in such little time before we find ourselves in a hole that is unbearable, if we aren't in it already.
The question is, if mccain is elected, which country do I move to? Back to russia? Canada? Uk? Hmmm.. decisions decisions haha. GO OBAMA.
I also wanna say hit to my tall australian tarded friend =)
I really will try and post more. But for now farewellll and let the peace be WITCHYYYAAA.
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